Medical student. Bedan. Amateur Photographer. Matthew Gray Gubler. NCIS. Criminal Minds. Profanities.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
I know this will be a little be self aggrandizing but I just love how well these shots were put together. The contrast of the first picture. The pain that goes with sacrifice and a sense of fulfillment all together.
On a sidenote, I am currently taking my remedial classes. (It is currently summer here in the Philippines, and I would have to say, the whole country feels like a giant freakin oven) I am trying to rekindle the faith that I seem to be losing. I am having a hard time believing that I can be saved by praying. But I am struggling little by little. I just hope the Big Guy up there doesn’t get too frustrated with me. I am a very big mess and I am trying to untangle my life with prayer. I am believing that someone hears me and would “guide” me with whatever choice I make.
I only pray that everything goes well and that I continue being me without hurting myself or others, in that matter.
Anyway, I am now off to relive my past 2 school’s motto: ORA ET LABORA
Godspeed, guys!
Maundy Thursday in the Philippines
So I need more time with my camera.
A lot of people ask me why I don’t go study photography and make it a serious career. Well, truth is, as Norah said: “I’m afraid I might not love it (photography) the same way if I work on it.” I love photography but I would love it to be like something of a needed distraction from something that I really want to do, which is medicine.
I am too fucking lazy for medicine and I actually do not understand why I can’t just leave and work. I AM a college graduate. I DO have a degree. So I don’t understand why I am killing myself with something that I am soooooooooo lazy to do. I love medicine. I want to become a doctor. I don’t know if I can but I am not going down without a fight. So yeah. Photography can wait.
Friends are awesome. I sometimes think about why I’m so lucky. Do I deserve it? But I am so I am thankful. :)
Beaches be sexyyyy. lol
Welcoming Summer with a huuuuge smile on maahhhh fes. :D
Playa Laiya, Laiya, San Juan, Batangas
When you are in a post grad course like Medicine, a beach getaway is definitely well deserved. Masaya. You suddenly appreciate all the little things in life. Like combing your hair, like what Iza said. It’s not easy squeezing in a whole year’s worth of lectures in a night. Makes you think that 24 hours a day is just not enough. I am stressed free for a short while. I’ll take what I can get. Yay Nay Medschool!
Grilled Tuna!
Hindi ako marunong magalit.
I mean, I get mad. I just don’t know how to deal with things. What I mostly do, is just avoid talking to anybody. Let my head cool down.
I don’t even know why I’m telling everyone this. Eh. Well. Give me my camera. I want to take pictures. Summer, where the fuck are you?!
Colored and yellow-y.
More pictures from last night’s Ode to Orgasm.
:)
Inspire Me’s Ode To Orgasm Event at B Side, Makati.
January 10, 2012
“You go back to what you’re supposed to be doing.”
I am high. High on music and love and all the wonderful people around me. I was almost asked to say some stuff but I knew I wouldn’t be able to articulate everything as much as I would love to. BUT, I was high. I was inspired. It made me think about myself and how I treat all the bullshit surrounding me. I am thankful for my family and my friends and all the music that I listen to. Those are the things that get me high. Those make me, me.
I feel so lucky that it sometimes make me wonder why I deserve so much good. It sometimes seem to be all too much. Then I realized, everyone deserves to have too much good in their lives. Despite all the bullshit, you need something ridiculously cheesy like a friend or family or just your music. You need something to get shit through. You need to be able to go through the universe and yell out, “COME THE FUCK AT ME, BRO.”
So here I am. No quitting medschool. Being a better freakin person. Being a cheesy ass bitch to let everybody know that I am high on love. And now yelling to badass shit that is the universe,
“COME THE FUCK AT ME, BRO. GIMME YOUR BEST SHOT.”
